Guy from north-central
I haven't needed to write anything for awhile. Now it's time to pour out my heart once again,
I have this problem with guys. Every guy I have met, have a piece of me. Not all for good reasons. This is one of the reasons.
This guy from north-central, I'm not going to give him any name or actual Place. I met him at valentine's day, corny huh? We talk a little and Exchange contacts. Ever since we have seen each others at parties and talked some times, but not much. Still I liked him.
One night I took all my courage and asked him out for a coffee. I said it in that way, that he has the power to decide when. I wanted to see if there would be a chance that he liked me in any way. I got little scared when I didn't here from him, but eventually he did ask me.
It was my first 'date' ever. I was so nervous, but when I saw him all of the nervousness went away. I was little awkward but who isn't? We had a good time. We had coffee, talk and then walked a little.
After that all of it was same as always. We talked very little and saw each other at parties. Six weeks like that and also at the parties he annoyed me. I tried the Waters couple of times, but I got to understand that he didn't know that. One time he actually said the wanted to talk to me and then spend the whole time with another girl. I know it's because that girl didn't have any her friends there and they both aren't from here. But it Still hurt a bit. Finally after weeks of being annoyed I said to him that "I like you" so simple. I'm not in love with him or anything. I just wanted to say that I like him because he is a great guy. I really could like him in that way after getting to know him little bit more.
He took it very weird. He was suddenly very awkward and started rumble about things and stuff. I didn't here everything but I understanded that he would like to get coffee with me again.
That never happened.
He didn't talk to me in two weeks and we saw each other by accident one evening. He was like nothing happened and asked me about my day and told me about his. Then he mentioned that he is actually leaving in a week… Last time me talked he said that he's leaving in June. My inside was screaming so loud and I just smiled and hold back my feelings. I can't believe that.
He is gone now and didn't even say goodbye.
That all lovelies,
Cal Waves
I have this problem with guys. Every guy I have met, have a piece of me. Not all for good reasons. This is one of the reasons.
This guy from north-central, I'm not going to give him any name or actual Place. I met him at valentine's day, corny huh? We talk a little and Exchange contacts. Ever since we have seen each others at parties and talked some times, but not much. Still I liked him.
One night I took all my courage and asked him out for a coffee. I said it in that way, that he has the power to decide when. I wanted to see if there would be a chance that he liked me in any way. I got little scared when I didn't here from him, but eventually he did ask me.
It was my first 'date' ever. I was so nervous, but when I saw him all of the nervousness went away. I was little awkward but who isn't? We had a good time. We had coffee, talk and then walked a little.
After that all of it was same as always. We talked very little and saw each other at parties. Six weeks like that and also at the parties he annoyed me. I tried the Waters couple of times, but I got to understand that he didn't know that. One time he actually said the wanted to talk to me and then spend the whole time with another girl. I know it's because that girl didn't have any her friends there and they both aren't from here. But it Still hurt a bit. Finally after weeks of being annoyed I said to him that "I like you" so simple. I'm not in love with him or anything. I just wanted to say that I like him because he is a great guy. I really could like him in that way after getting to know him little bit more.
He took it very weird. He was suddenly very awkward and started rumble about things and stuff. I didn't here everything but I understanded that he would like to get coffee with me again.
That never happened.
He didn't talk to me in two weeks and we saw each other by accident one evening. He was like nothing happened and asked me about my day and told me about his. Then he mentioned that he is actually leaving in a week… Last time me talked he said that he's leaving in June. My inside was screaming so loud and I just smiled and hold back my feelings. I can't believe that.
He is gone now and didn't even say goodbye.
That all lovelies,
Cal Waves
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